Listening to: nothing
Mood: sleepy
ahhh ive been quite busy for me, havent had a chance to slow down and stop to recharge my batteries.
Gym -Thorpe Park - Camden
good times...
keeping myslef busy is the only thing that stops me focusing on reality.
My life is kind of going in a strange spiral that i cant get out of its hard to explain. I really think theres something wrong with me, i do things that make me feel shitty and i cant finish what i start.
its like i like it, hate it but i cant do anything about it.
The constant lying to myself and others is not a defence thingy
In the long run somebodies going to get hurt.... and i hope its not me.
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